Today's Note

There are some certain kinds of promises a human hard to keep.

I, as aware as the fact that I am a human, am aware that I am a human who is dealing with one of those kinds.

My deepest apology of being unable to trust you yet. But I'm too scared to lose you again..

Peti Es

I'm not okay.

I feel stuck.

I am waiting for you to take your turn.

..or we are not getting anywhere.

I'm painfully tired of complaining.

This is not over yet.

I hate one significant part of yours.

The part you save. The part you protect.

It feels like I have a rival which is you certainly support.


Let's now having our paradise, while the hell is still burning inside of me. Anytime you walk inside, you will get burnt, I warn you. But that's the only way I know to extinguish the fire if you care enough..