I think I know my wish..
I want to have magic in me.. Or a magic that 'following' me.
..magic that can make rain comes in a perfect timing.
..get the road we're about to pass clear.
..get us space to park our vehicle.
..magic to get the sky clear when it's needed.
..magic to translate my mood into happenings. Especially the good ones.
That's my wish to God. 😊
*btw..ini gw lagi di floating market..nunggu si kakak lagi keliling beli makanan 😄
2:51pm 28th Nov '15
I'm in a stressful state right now.
I want you here by my side.
I really want to be a cry baby and worrying things while you try your best to calm me down.
I seriously want to cry my eyes out right now.
..I'm addicted to sadness, remember?
But still, this condition is best.
1. I get in touch with my long idled addiction: sadness.
2. I'm about to level up, I believe. Since I am facing a 'level boss'. Oh, please note that this is a subjective opinion. This. Is. A. Level boss. For. Me.
..ooooh my God I'm so afraid.
3. B'cuz of this long distance relationship I have, I am forced to be more stable. *oh yes, I take everything as therapy* I am forced to get stronger. More independent.
..and forced to leave my addiction maybe 😐
Anyhow, I am enjoying my moment right now. The pain. The sadness. The hopelessness. The dim lit room. And the sense of loneliness. 😳
