Things I Met When I Woke Up This [2014, 28th November] Morning

first time in my life..the life itself bombard me with its nagging right when i opened my eyes..

i immediately felt small and useless by the time i woke up from my sleep.

how come?

life..i just got to know that you cud be so noisy ==)a

and random.

it bombarded me about nigahiga, home in hawaii, about how will i take my farewell cookies to the library..and what time shud i bring them to people..

just way too random..that i want to make a note about it.

oh, and by the way, somehow a made it to 1:16pm safe and sound.. hope i will have a nice wayback home later.

I, Me, and Myself: Anger Edition

Damn man.. i can barely control my anger. Ultimately when it comes to things i've planned. I'm hardly able to accept change to it. Especially the changes made by anybody else except me myself.

And it seems like some people are able to detect my angst nowadays.. :|

I dont really appreciate it when people can see my true face. Please just let me be.

Let me be beautiful.

Let me be vulnerable.

And let me be the victim.

Ohh gosh.. didnt you guys see my smiling face? It's soooo damn friendly i cant be a mad man when wearing that kinda face. Nobody can.
*in an attempt to construct public opinion

Geez, man.. ==)a
*a desperate attempt

So, Here Comes My Time..

"If we really love ourselves, how do you love somebody else?"

lyric by. Passion Pit - Love Is Greed.

Hmm~ well.. i never expect the time for me to think about that part of the lyric will practically come.

Shoot.

Actually, i want to live alone with me longer.. haha.

But i really am falling into some significant pit right now ==)a and i dont hate it being there.

Me pathetic.

And i like it. *wink

*pathetic*