You know what? Im dead tired @@)> im soooo tired with my new job. My body is not used to the schedule yet. I got all sleepy by the end of the day..and ended up not doing anything else at home except take a bath and go to bed right after my hair dried.
This is what im gonna life with for some time ahead. This is the routine i am facing.
I never thought it wud be this exhausting before. Thats why i talked big about living (running) 2 or 3 lifes (jobs) at once in order to get me to places i want a.s.a.p., but actually its just k.n.t.p. >> kinda-not-too-possible.
Gee, man..
Need to forge my body. Im not saying i give up on living 3 lifes at once. Its just that i will get there longer than i thought. Because i thought its 'now', while its definitely untrue seeing my condition right 'now'.
Ohh and by the way,
i know there still distance between me and my (kind-hearted) colleagues. And im kinda arrived on some conclusion..which is:
I need a junior.
See where all these are going? Thats right. I dont need to detail it. You know, its like your experience in the library before. When you got your first juniors.
