i've just read a *supposedly* touching article and felt nothing :|
..but i still dont blame myself :) it's okay, me.
you may face a rather difficult way ahead. but i believe it is saver. and less painfull.
..aand less difficult on some parts actually.
b'cause i think one of ways not to get hurt is to eliminate the part that can be hurt. in this case, it's the heart.
she was injured once. my heart.
and a step i cud think to protect me is by eliminating her: my heart.
now that she's far away from me, i rarely got hurt. even at times i found it hard to give proper reactions to people. because i dont feel a thing. everything is just an act.
but one thing for sure, this is the way i choose.
..and if anyone will ever know about this and feel pity of me, i'll advice you not to.
b'cuz i'm heartless toward you too.
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