#depressed

I'm affffraid~ 😵 damn it.

Being in a relationship is really frightening. I am frightened.
..at least for now.

I don't know what's anything anymore.

I don't know what's my behavior will get me.

I just.. don't know.

I lost my ability to think clearly if it's come to 'boredom in a relationship'.

But actually now I can accept the fact that I'm badly poisoned by that very subject.

It's my lonesome battle however. 'Cuz I am the only being on earth who have anything to do with that.

Damn it I'm so afraid. 😣

I don't know if there'll be something hurtful again in the future..

What the fvck.

Why shud I down this path ever again? 😢

I'm already so tired with just the thought alone.